I found a voice today; a voice to help narrate the worlds I want to create, the lives I want to build and break and a voice I need to move past the island I’ve been stranded on for the past, I don’t know how long.
Not my own, no; I don’t trust my own voice to convey the kinds of emotions these future souls need to inherit. My own voice doesn’t fit; it doesn’t have the range, there’s a vacant lilt to it that does nothing for fertile earth.
This voice sounds like it used to belong to another, much wiser, considerate and cautious creature with a secret. That’s what it is, it sounds like every sentence is poised for attacked, coiled and at the ready for a lethal strike just waiting to happen, and only it knows when.
The moments I have with this new voice will be fleeting, that I know of. It’ll come, it’ll give willingly and take with it whatever it desires and it’ll go. To whom it’ll appear to next, I don’t know, but I will treat it kindly, respect it dutifully and use it for as long as it is willing to be used.
Sex could be a prayer;
You’re on your knees
The lord’s name a whisper between your lips
Your bedroom a place of worship
Your eyes closed
Your heart aflutter
Your devotion piqued
Your hands sweaty
Your throat raw
The end a rapt declaration
Your faith satisfied
But you’re still looking for more
That’s a bloody good prayer.
I miss you
You, who took hold of me within places unseen
Who ensnared me with a look and enslaved my inner being
Who lured me in with a promise
And kept me with a dream
Who gave flesh to hope
Then said ‘all is not as it seems’
I miss you
You, whose voice I still hear and eyes I still see
Whose breath is the wind and whose smell is of the sea
Whose touch was on fire and whose look set me free
Whose words I still comb over
Because you wrote them for me
I think I was in my early teens when I first heard of ‘el nino’. The concept briefly interested me, but the details eluded me. All I knew was that the icebergs were melting, and the world was getting hotter.
It shouldn’t surprise you that my interest in the subject never went further than those brief encounters with the topic in its vague form. A large part of why it never bothered me as much as it should have is because I lived (and still do) in South Africa. We have no icebergs, we have no polar bears and when it’s hot, it’s hot, just as when it’s cold, it’s cold.
For all I knew, not much changed over the years.
Except, a lot changed.
As it stands, we’re currently battling a drought. Sure we’re clawing our way out of the red, but we’re still in it. Communities go without running water for days, even weeks and months; it’s the norm for some of them. To others it’s a crisis that’s threatening the lives of their loved ones and dragging down industries in the process.
I could go further into how devastating this drought has been for companies in the country, but that’s not why I’m writing this.
These are no longer vague terms and concepts on a flimsy news segment you can ignore because they don’t concern or affect you in any way. These are very real, very dangerous and very devastating realities that are in our backyards and have levelled communities and taken lives.
This isn’t about political propaganda by any one side trying to scare the living crap out of the other; this is about a very real change in a world we thought we knew.
This change, this multi-layered climate change is bigger than our egos or our greed or whatever it is that’s holding us back from admitting that things are going south. These changes are not only increasing in frequency (maybe it’s just that we hear about them more frequently because of the internet) but they’re also affecting more and more people around the world.
There are nations that will have to rebuild, parents that will have to bury children, children that no longer have a home or a family and there are lives that will be forever changed because of these disasters.
No weapon formed will stand against a natural disaster, what will help is patience, understanding, education, compassion and uniting as a world to help preserve this beautiful planet for the generations to follow.
Here are a few organisations that are dedicated to making a difference and providing relief and support to the victims of these natural disasters.
(Hind in Hand hurricane relief)
and many more in the pdf attached.